Sunday, November 05, 2006

I Decided to Become a Workaholic?



Whats a girl to do? I spoke to some frineds and they said, "If you broke it of with him first, Why are you so sad?" But I have a right to feel some degree of pain. Starting today, I won't be sad anymore. Why? Because I have decided to become..... A work aholic. Yes. Putting all of my efforts into my career and work will bring nothing but good results. I'm still debating if I will work during the weekend to tak up more time. So this is good right. Yes everything will be fine. It sure doesn't help pthat I'm watching "Who's Wedding is it Anyways". oo Lorde..

Saturday, November 04, 2006

It’s sort of scary to think that different could be better…

But can it? Well the optimist in me say's, " SURE thing" but the rest of me says, "Dear God, It was good they way it was, go back! Beg if you have to!" But you can't go back, because they don't want to be with you anymore. Not one bit. Worst of all, you arn't giving them a chance to miss you. So, what? Your gonna go back? O' Please. It's not gonna work becasue you will ust end up pushing them father away. Frustrating? Tell me about it...

Friday, November 03, 2006

Friday Night? Big Mistake...

So your in the first to mid stages of the break up. Two pieces of advice. One, Do NOT listen to the radio. At any given second you may hear a song that you onced loved with your now X, or you may hear a song that makes you instantly so sad you can't think of anything but the other person.

Second, Do NOT go out on Friday night. The only people that are out on friday night are A. married couples B. families C. mothers and daughters D. Gay men who are stlyish and worst E. New daters that are so clearly trying to impress eachother. And there you are standing alone. My advice: Friday Night..Think Twice.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Take a journey with me through me rehab....

I Just lost, what I though was one of the most important sections of my life. My Boyfriend. This may sound like the same old broken record to you. Well, if it does then stop reading. I’m not trying to waste anyone’s time. However …. If you happen to be going through the same thing. I welcome you. Because some days are good, while others are a huge struggle. So I though to myself, ok self you can’t be alone. There are 6 billion people on this planet and self, even though you feel alone right now you have to do something about it. I guess it was my inner Chaka Khan…

Though every effort, I must find healing. Heal Already!

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Stay tuned for a up close and personal look at my journey through "A Breakup"...